If you haven't watched the =3 vids on youtube you wouldn't get this title, it is the best thing I've seen in a long time lol.

Anyway this journal has some point to it, hopefully at the end of Feburary I'll be going to Hamburg Germany. Thing is I need to come up with my plane fair,hotel,CONCERT TICKET , and food money, which will be about two to three grand canadian >.> why did I say conecert ticket? well if I am able to go to Hamburg (with mother and Alice) we will be going to the Tokio Hotel conecert there (well actually that's the whole point in going to Hamburg in winter XD). So I need to find a way of making money, I would offer cheap comissions but I unno, I've given my application to a lot of different places that are hiring, but thanks to working for ShittyDonalds I doubt I'll ever be able to get another job. The management was horrid there, like the place just threw the meanest people they could get into the manager position not knowing if they really knew what they were doing or not. The only manager I liked and respected was the one that hired me, and she's always the name I give on my resumes.

My friend just got hired as Santa at one of our malls XD, I would die at that job...I'm not really a kids person unless I've known them since birth or as small babies. Even then I sometimes turn on them, so my parents say....just because I don't like my cousin and these other kids I've known for all my life since I was friends with their brother growing up. Meh anyway I have to find ways of making the money...cause this trip is a dream come true for me, I've given up getting anything for Christmas just so I can use the money for the trip.

In other news...I unno I still feel like people have nothing better to do then be fake around me. Like people just lie to me and fake that they like me just to get something, then when I catch them in the lie they just ignore me like I was never there...I hate the feeling and nowadays I'm always getting it. It's getting worse now because I have to decide when it's time to say good-bye to my loving dog of 14 years Elmo. He's old, has arthritis in his back end and back legs, has a hard time breathing and is blind, but I love him and he still acts like a puppy...its so hard to look at him as an old dog and say "It's time" its something I'll never be able to do....and to make things worse Raine's ill now too. She's really thin and gains no weight no matter how much we feed her, and she's bleeding from her back end (not heat)....my dogs...my only friends are ill and I can't do a thing about it because 1.Elmo's is nature taking its course...I knew when he turned ten that it was just a matter of time before he became too old, 2.I don't know what's wrong with Raine, she's been to the vets and they haven't found anything wrong with her...

So yeah some good news but bad as well.

~Pupster Out!